Yo, its me.
Long time no see.
i dont know why, but its like depressions are coming back. why? well i dont know^^
no, i suppose, its because i once again have to take responsibility about my life. i hope this is right. well i dont know what to do. i feel like getting torn apart mentally.
i would like to stay a little bit more in hamburg to see if i can manage to build up a shiny future in this big city.
on the other hand, i would like to live with some of my friends in a flat share… that would be a wonderful idea too because the flat, which would be rented for us would be a house with like 1 room for each of us and one central room for gaming, watching movies and hanging around on weekends or having a party or something like that. that would be soooooo awesome… but i dont like tübingen. maybe its because its as provincial as heilbronn. that could be one of the negative features of or maybe a prejudice of me about tübingen.
iam in such a precarious situation. what should i do? i like hamburg but dont know people to start a flat share on the other hand tübingen sucks monkeycock… just as a fucking prejudice.
in tübingen and in hamburg you can study japanese culture or korean culture. but the problem is… i think IAM the holy sacred mother of chocobos problem.
the best way to solve this is…. there is no solution!!!!1111
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ah while thinking about it… i think there could be an answer to all my problems… just… waiting. gidarida(기다리다) while fooling around with korean.
no just in case… there is one little chance that i can combine everything… i hope everyone is pulling with me on one string:
they are renting that house in tübingen,living one semester in tübingen without me, and after that i will come afterwards to tübingen… while iam AFK they should take someone else into the house to fill the missing hole to get the money.
that would be beyond awesomeness and i think they should be capable of managing this… oh gawd… why do have to decide such mentally deranged stuff? why is life always such a bitch? why so serious? why so difficult? i doesnt need to be the grand holy motherfucker of hardshipness like god hand or viewtiful joe or some shit like contra….
ah i forgot one more thing:
please download this one…. iam listening to this since…. 5 days….
beyond…. beyond greatness…
Kingdom Hearts Piano Collection: *click*
say somethin :/
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Juni 17, 2009 um 5:22 |
ey, im seriously thinking about it too… you know only you can decided this thing. Make early your decision. i know, you take the right choice.
but the solution you mentioned, fuck that! that is not possible to find a person for only 6 months. Thats like saying i want to rape you, but only a half or only in the mouth, do you understand ?