hi there, again one of these blogs.
So right now there are 4 things which are constantly on my mind:
– secrets of this world:
i read about there was a graveyard of kings and queens in japan opened in the 1970ies or something and the japanese archeologist found shocking things: some of these kings and queens were of korean heritage. Before the news spread, the japanese government forbid to research about the topic because they are too proud to say that their bloodline mixed already that early with other countries.
Another secret is, that in Mecca, the most holy place for muslim people, there was a bloodbath in the 1970ies, where the muslim terrorism and fake anti-americanism started. Also during the killing spree and finding the culprite the floor of the mecca kaaba thing got broke open. Guess what they found there: things, of the world, before islam started there. These were treasures and books and pictures. NO ONE KNOWS WHAT HAPPENED TO THEM.
– another topic is learning and living my life:
iam 26, still at the university and iam learning and try to enjoy life. I have so many things i want to do as well as i cant imagine to settle down, having a house or kids or daily routine. I want to see the world and want to change it as much as possible.
I want to start wars, i want to exploit poor countries, i want to do bad things. Not on a small scale, it has to be something like politics, selling rockets to poor countries or say as a western person, that using poisoning gas is bad. Like the USA. So there is no way that i can stop where iam right now.
We as humans have to grow further. We have to get to space and fucking roll over the rest of the universe and exploit the shit out of it. I want to be part of it. Doing bad things and getting praise for it must be the greatest thing ever.
– topic number 3 is women:
as much as i love younha, i have to admit, some of them here in korea look really nice. Japanese girls too. I tried to get rid of that asian fetish, but now iam again here in korea and fuck… but on the other hand: these girls are as lame as fuck. What in the ass is their goal in their stupid ass life? I cant believe how boring their life is and how satisfied or unsatified they are. Iam meeting a lot of girls lately, but most of them just plainly disgust me. Just because they are lame, not cool or have other things which can easily get me to vomit.
-me:
as cool as iam as much i cant get the appraise and honor i should be. A lot of people tell me, what kind of cool pranks i can pull off or can convince someone to do something… but when it comes to people, where i think, i want to be part of it, i cant get near them. There is an invisible wall blocking me. I cant talk or i cant pull my cool stuff out. Whats wrong? Thats why i think iam kind of doomed and a despisable easily replacable person. Also the lack of acknowledgement by girls here in korea makes me sick. If there is a girl i would like to like me, she is not interested. What the ass?
Over and out after ten minutes.